面朝大海，春暖花开
作者:海子
从明天起，做一个幸福的人
喂马、劈柴，周游世界
从明天起，关心粮食和蔬菜
我有一所房子，面朝大海，春暖花开
从明天起，和每一个亲人通信
告诉他们我的幸福
那幸福的闪电告诉我的
我将告诉每一个人
给每一条河每一座山取一个温暖的名字
陌生人，我也为你祝福
愿你有一个灿烂的前程
愿你有情人终成眷属
愿你在尘世获得幸福
而我只愿面朝大海，春暖花开
Yesterday during lunch, Wu Tong mentioned about my shamelessly made promise/punishment in this blog long time ago. Ya, I did not get AAAA/A. It’s not likely that I will get in Harvard. But I will not do as what I wrote here. That was an exaggeration. Thank you.
It was then that I realize that I totally have no idea how many people I know are reading my blog. I remember Lao Lin mentioned about reading it before. Liyue commented here. Daniel is reading it. Since he and Mark found it out together so I suppose Mark sometimes read it also. Hong Hui knows the URL. The rest I am really not sure.
This is a place for me to make reflections. Initially, I wrote every post for myself and my parents. Unfortunately, wordpress is blocked in China so I think my parents are too lazy to use Freegate to read my blog. I am only left with myself. I only write to myself. There are no secrets to keep unless the confidentiality of information is of concern or I am too shy to disclose certain feelings or names. Generally speaking, I do not like hiding things.
It is dangerous to reveal genuine information online. But I am not that afraid because I think I am nobody. I do not have harmful intentions. It should be okay. I am trying out my luck.
Thank you for tolerating my narcissism and excessive whining. Thank you for taking the time to read my random thoughts, no matter what your intention is. Thanks for caring for me.
To my schoolmates, I wanna assure you that I am okay. I tried to laugh as happily as I could yesterday because I did not want to cry in front of everyone. Grateful that I was not alone at the lowest moment. I still have no tears now. Have not produced a single drop at all. I am still full of hope. I will stay happy.
I am very happy for a lot of friends, esp Wenjing, Tongtong, Lewis and Daniel. Hwa Chong did well. I feel proud.
I will remember my teachers. Mr Quek, Mdm Ching, Dr Ang, Ms Kwee, Liang Yong Laoshi, Zhu Laoshi, Yanyan Lasoshi, Fang Laoshi, Xu Laoshi. I think I dropped the CSC department a bomb. I am sorry… T_T
Dad sounded very disappointed in the phone. I dare not to call back again, at least not these two days. Haven’t talked to Mum yet. She will be happy that my chance of staying in NUS increases a lot.
Well, in the past four years I learnt so much except for the lesson of failure. Now the experience is complete.
Yangfan is okay.
