Yangfan,
Listen to your heart. Do not complicate things. You are here in Singapore to learn. You can learn from reading as well as hands-on activities.
Facilitation is a valuable skill. Do not waste your chance to mingle with the experts.
If you have decided to commit yourself to a task, go all the way. Do not hold back.
So. You are going for the outdoor activity this Sat and next Sat. You are going to learn from Nigel and the actual experience as much as possible. You are there to observe. You will not waste your time there. You will enjoy it as much as the rest of the Saturdays which you slept away.
Alright? And don’t complicate things. No point forcing to bring someone else in… Doesn’t worth the effort. Okay?
Keep it simple, sweetheart.
Yours sincerely,
Yangfan