This is May 24th, 2013.
Half a year passed and I still do not know what I want to achieve in this year.
Examination has ended. It felt so rushed, so last minute. My life feels like a mess. There are a thousand and one thing to do. My GTD system has broken up. No discipline to maintain the weekly review.
It is so hard to pick up a good habit. Yet so easy to lose one.
Who am I? What am I doing? Where do I want to go? How do I get there?
I felt like being pushed and nudged towards an unknown destination by the things around me. The pace is too fast. There is no time to pause. No time to think.
Since when did I lose my habit of writing and reflecting? There is little patience in me to write neatly with a pen.
I can no longer file my documents nicely. Bits and pieces of thoughts flying around. That’s annoying.
I want to be more reflective. Read more and write more.
I want to be more organised. Both of my life and my things.
I want to go deeper in my thinking. Don’t just scratch the surfaces.
This will allow me to be more focused on what I need to do. And get more out of my time. I don’t aim to achieve a lot. I should desire excellence in every single thing I do. And extract meaning from it.
There is little time to lose. Time is running out.
