I haven’t written anything for a long while. It’s really nice to come back to an old blog, change the theme, and feel to be liberated from the past, and can start from fresh again.
The only thing is that your life doesn’t really allow you to jump to a new phase immediately. Oh well. The auto-start button is invalid.
It’s eleven fifty-nine on a Wednesday morning. I ate nine chicken and mushroom dumplings for breakfast. A subtle aroma of soy sauce mixed with sesame oil still lingers in the air. I could not be bothered to open the curtain. There is no sun but cold air.
The last exam of my college life is eight days away. I only attended less than five lectures of the module, Intelligent Data and Probabilistic Inference. It is basically talking about constructing and using Bayesian Network, which I am still pretty clueless about what’s going on. So far I had two revision sessions with J. It’s really nice to have a fellow who is equally lost and needs to study from scratch. You know that you are not alone. Somehow when two panicky friends mug together, they have peace. The bonus point this time is that, he can no long drop the topic when it is too difficult, and leave me to sit for the paper by myself.
My last exam in high school was the A-Levels. I cannot remember any questions from papers now. They seemed so important last time, yet they are so distant now. My memory might be fading, as it even takes me a while to remember what I ate last night for dinner. Plain events are hard to remember. We sometimes need to be drastic to leave deeper marks.
The marathon of my schooling is coming towards the end. I don’t feel much about it yet. There is still my first class honours to work for. I really need to do well in this final paper, and work very hard on my final year project. Two weeks ago, I changed my laptop wallpaper to a picture saying, “Dreams don’t work unless you do.” That’s really motivating.
There is still time.
