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《二三事》。第四次看完这个故事。在站台等待的间隙中出神地想，世间是否真的存在这样一个干净的男子，让我遇着，可以甘愿献出自己的一切，双手奉上，毫无保留。可以为他放弃一切梦想而安心研究如何将一条裤缝熨得笔直，如何褒一锅温暖的汤。只是我若愿给，他是否值得受。可以给我恩慈与包容，爱我只因着我是我，而非别人。纵容，不期望我为他改变。是永无止息，不因岁月增长而厌倦，不离不弃。彼此之间不存在猜疑，是全心的信任，可以毫无顾虑地依赖。没有承诺，是彼此的亲人，是家，在这冷漠的世间彼此做伴。

只是若这个男子一直没有出现，我一个人也应过得很好。安静地喝水与行走，按时作息，随身带伞与外套，不会大意而怠慢自己，不会轻易病着，寂寞的时候会给自己一杯热茶的温暖。是一个离家的人的本能，善待自己，将父母的爱补回来。

无所期盼，无所祈求，这样知足，这样一个人便好。

我只知道这依旧是那个清晨醒来时便会寻找我的手的男子。有着世间稀少的干净温情。他依旧珍贵，只是我觉得寂寞。

所有的不舍都是因爱而生。若我们无爱，便会获得风清月朗。只是这无爱，总是要经历诸多磨难割舍，才会让情转薄转淡，直至寂静。

良生，也许是我们彼此想要的东西不同。也许我亦知道你要的是什么，但是却不能给你。

我与他的爱，真的是不一样的。仿佛两个隔岸观望的人，再多留恋，亦无从定夺。

也许就此放手也好。

任沿见本就是世间稀少的珍贵男子之一，温和理性，上进，又落落大方。我大意失落了他，但心里并无悔改。因我们彼此之间风清月明，两不相欠。

这世间男子非常多。多得走在街上伸手就可触及。随时可得相拥相抱，度过漫漫长夜。但是那个愿意拿出恩慈与灵魂的人，那个清晨醒来握住手便觉得是幸福的人，又会有几个。

我们总是要来说再会。人与人之间，若要到了彼此离散的时候，真的是一点办法都没有。

那又如何。有些人总是会一直停留在你的心里。只要你记得。

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I like this song.

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I have found a friend in Jesus, He’s everything to me,
He’s the fairest of ten thousand to my soul;
The Lily of the Valley, in Him alone I see
All I need to cleanse and make me fully whole.
In sorrow He’s my comfort, in trouble He’s my stay;
He tells me every care on Him to roll.

Refrain

He’s the Lily of the Valley, the Bright and Morning Star,
He’s the fairest of ten thousand to my soul.

He all my grief has taken, and all my sorrows borne;
In temptation He’s my strong and mighty tower;
I have all for Him forsaken, and all my idols torn
From my heart and now He keeps me by His power.
Though all the world forsake me, and Satan tempt me sore,
Through Jesus I shall safely reach the goal.

Refrain

He will never, never leave me, nor yet forsake me here,
While I live by faith and do His blessèd will;
A wall of fire about me, I’ve nothing now to fear,
From His manna He my hungry soul shall fill.
Then sweeping up to glory to see His blessèd face,
Where the rivers of delight shall ever roll.

Refrain

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Books to read:

Rich Dad Poor Dad
Master Key System
Principle of Human Success

You shouldn’t get paid by your time.
Should get paid by your ideas and brain.

Engage 1)relevancy 2) concentration

Koobits:
CREATION
to create a collaborative and interactive learning platform

Tell me, I will forget.
Show me, I may remember.
Involve me, I will understand.

ERP

Human beings are creatures of habits.
Example of concrete. After 26 years old, the shape is formed. you need some big impacts in life to make you change.

King Author and the Knights.

Advices:
1. Read more.
2. Talk to more people. Listen to them. Try to understand them.
3. Don’t assume. Be humble.
4. Before 26 years old, explore all the possibilities. Reach psychological maturity at 28.

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青春第一次来的时候，你少不更事，浑然不知。
青春第二次来的时候，你逢值中年，为其悼念。
青春第三次来的时候，你扬起灰飞，春风如醉。