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Posted on 2011-01-29   |   In Uncategorized   |  

辗转颠簸,穿越荆棘树丛,顺着蜿蜒山道拾级而下,渐闻潮声。

心怀憧憬,她只知道沿路而行。天色渐暗,她一心追寻的夕阳,那抹最后的热与光,正在这末日生命的尽头挣扎着,不沉沦,不消散。

然后她就看到了天与海的交界,看到那片向往的广阔无边。极目之处,只是星火点点,城市,港口,轮船,火光,处处是钢铁工业的踪迹。水泥钢筋侵蚀着造物者的审美,不协调地融入,却意外造成这样疏离而突兀的美感。栈道匍匐在岸边,曲折沉寂。它是水面开着的夹竹桃,是绣在岸边的眺望点。

云潮涌动,海风徐徐。那些小水珠凝成的白色柳絮,积聚着前行,步履匆匆,是要赶向何方。就这样擦肩而过,她目送着它的背影,思绪万千。

残阳躲在云上,傲慢不再。时间一点点地夺走它的余晖,消亡在即,黑夜征服。她不发一语地看着天空与海面的色彩变化,那样无暇的过渡,谁的画笔有造物主的优雅。何谓无与伦比,何谓摄人心魂。

这是一场盛大的死亡。

海水唱着千年不变的哀歌。

无人听见她心中震耳欲聋的呐喊。

那一刻,世间只有她独自触碰着心底眷恋枯萎的弥觞。

她看着潮起潮落,始终不明白夜行的情人如何相携一世不离不弃。人情惨淡,何若斗转星移的规律永恒。

归来的路上,她泛出了对尘世喧嚣的盲点,只记住了那缕霞光。

 

俺娘的乐天主义

Posted on 2011-01-19   |   In Uncategorized   |  

爸爸 1/19/2011 12:06:34 AM
我是你妈
爸爸 1/19/2011 12:06:42 AM

怎样,
爸爸 1/19/2011 12:06:53 AM

打杂好玩吧
爸爸 1/19/2011 12:08:06 AM
我给你和你爸打了20多年的杂呢

爸爸 1/19/2011 12:14:16 AM

还是带工资金的,还要经常挨骂呢,

爸爸 1/19/2011 12:16:51 AM
还是你命好,工资高,没有工作压力,不会挨骂,
爸爸 1/19/2011 12:18:48 AM
有空看看书吧,邓小平都有几起几落呢
爸爸 1/19/2011 12:30:33 AM
还记得越王勾践,卧薪偿胆的故事吗,你才做两天呢
爸爸 1/19/2011 12:34:13 AM

你要想到你的工作,让你有一个便宜的住宿地,方便面试呢,要吸取教训,做任何事要做在前面,不在到最后一刻才到位,机会是留给早有准备的人的,
爸爸 1/19/2011 12:36:26 AM

老话说的好,早起的鸟儿有虫吃,
爸爸 1/19/2011 12:39:08 AM
你趁没有课的时候,多看点有关面试的书,做好面试的准备,这或者又是冥冥之中上天给你的又一大礼呢,
爸爸 1/19/2011 12:43:23 AM

把心沉下来,把态度放端正,做事没有贵贱,开心,幸福与否只在自我的心中,你认为好,你看什么都会好的,你认为不好,就什么都没顺眼,反而把自己弄得不高兴,
爸爸 1/19/2011 12:45:28 AM

不要如你爸一样,什么都不高兴,要象我一样,随遇而安,做好眼前的事,不抱怨,要看得开,开心就好
爸爸 1/19/2011 12:46:54 AM

不要为过去的事后悔,抓住眼前的事才是最重要的,
爸爸 1/19/2011 12:48:33 AM
毛泽东在长征时,遵义会议前还不是领导人吧,后来如何,还不是最高领袖,哈,
爸爸 1/19/2011 12:48:49 AM
我要睡了,886
爸爸 1/19/2011 12:50:42 AM

你是
爸爸 1/19/2011 12:50:52 AM

what doesn't kill me makes me stronger

Posted on 2011-01-19   |   In Uncategorized   |  

天生我材必有用
大丈夫能屈能伸
识时务者为俊杰
天将降大任于是人也,必先苦其心志,劳其筋骨,饿其体肤,空乏其身,行拂乱其所为,然后动心忍性,增益其所不能。
吃得苦中苦,方为人上人。
小事都做不好,怎么做大事?

我心里不平衡的时候,就这样想。然后就平静下来了。

嗯,要珍惜每时每刻新的心境。

yf

Posted on 2011-01-18   |   In Uncategorized   |  

Yangfan, does what you are doing worth your time? What is the meaning behind it?

I am helping the teachers. I am not wasting my time. It may not improve my skills. But it definitely trains my character. I learn to stay humble. I need to strongly believe that I am not stuck here. The value of me as a person is not defined by the nature of my work. My attidute and the outcome of my work are more important.

My aim here is to get a scholarship. I want to get any scholarship to go overseas. I have worked so hard for the past four years. I cannot give up now. This small obstacle is nothing. I still have the evenings to myself. I can study at night. I can get prepared for the interviews slowly. I have more motivation to work here than at home.

This is the first time I taste doing what I do not like. Now, I can still afford to choose to give the job up at any time. But in the future, when I am financially independent, I will have to take full responsibility of my actions. My parents do not have the duty to pay for my wrong choice of job.

I must make this the last time doing what I do not like. I must work hard in my university to find out what I really love. And then, I will let my passion lead me. I will be the lucky person who get paid to do what I like. Bearing this thought in mind, I should be cautious when choosing scholarships to apply for. I shall make the most informed decision.

I promise. Let’s wait and see.

DONE!

Posted on 2011-01-16   |   In Uncategorized   |  

我觉得这次报美国学校完完全全把我last minute worker的风范展现出来了。每次都在赶生死时速,其实蛮讨厌这样的性子的,没点安排。

怎么把它改掉呢?讨厌的拖拉症。

看到这个截图真是爽歪歪啊~上帝保佑我至少进一间学校吧~

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