放弃
是为了留住遗憾的美
没有颓废
睡了一觉。清理并回复了邮箱积攒了一个月的邮件。一部电影，被其中的阴谋与密码震撼。凌晨一点重新入睡。
九点自然醒。被老师叫去学校，两个小时写好复旦附中访问华中活动日程。在canteen遇见两年前毕业的校友，陌生人亦聊得不亦乐乎，大大学习提升GP的方法。在图书馆泡了一下午，读Newsweek补假期作业，读了6页Hawking的A Brief History of Time。去给德，嫱嫱还有Andrel买了生日礼物。今晚去游泳，嫱嫱生日晚会。明天Andrel生日Party。后天MOE Scholars Meeting。大后天Scholars’ Com Leadership Training Workshop。
好吧。就这样。很好。我没有颓废。ISSYP可能去不成了。真是失望郁闷至极。
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老妈上校内
好不容易回来之后第一次打电话回家。妈妈接的，一听我的声音，劈头盖脑来一句：“你这小ＸＸＸ，岂敢偷我萝卜！”
渐渐消息板上有了她过来帮忙或者偷窃的记录。再联络她时，语气温柔许多：
“孩子啊，你最近是不是考试复习很忙啊，你的柚子菠萝都被偷光啦！”
“我转来转去只有你一块田，一下就偷完了，太不过瘾了。”
“我准备帮你爸也申请一个账号，然后我帮他种，成熟了我再偷。”
“再下一步计划是我自己再多申请几个伪账号，然后我接着自己种自己偷。”
我想起韩寒征稿启事中，为避免抄袭，设有举报奖。末了还加上这样一句：“本杂志不带自己换个名字抄自己然后再换个名字举报自己的。”
我发现其实就我笨了点，我妈跟韩寒都挺高明的。
peace of mind
After six hours’ intensive writing, I do not think I can still hold a pen properly tonight. A quarter of a day, half tube of the ink in a pen. Tests are indeed torturous, especially when CSC encounters GP. Yet I did survive and even enjoy them today. I had great pleasure expressing my fondness of photography in an essay as long as nearly three pages in one and a half hours. I experienced the tension and nervousness of writing an AQ in as short as seven minutes. Well, I expect a failing grade without regrets. I have done my best to prepare. Again, I can return my peace of mind and settle to revise my sciences and math. Things are still not that bad, aren’t they?
All the best to Eric’s HKU admission interview tomorrow. I sincerely hope you can be at the dreamt place for the new year’s count down.